Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Morning and Night

It used to be that I only missed you terribly at night
but I'm sitting here in class, listening to my badass professor
and he's talking about the ditch and palisade system of the people of Troy
and I miss you so much
I wish you were waiting at home for me in bed
keeping it warm for me
and waiting with your arms open when I got home
bear hugging me me and welcoming me back under the sheets 

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Have You Been Thinking Bout Forever?

Have you really?
I honestly don't know how I feel about that word anymore.
I should be sensitive to it.
I've been avoiding it. (but actually i consistently stop myself from talking about it or using it around you)
It's neither probable nor improbable.

But I'd be lying if I said I haven't been thinking bout it too. 

It Isn't Fair

With all the time I think about you and images I put into my head of us, I should probably be making myself cy a lot more than I actually do.

You're right, I can't escape you. Some of the thoughts I have are so vivid and real that I find myself reaching out, trying to touch you. But you aren't there.

It isn't fair, it isn't fair. I can't stop thinking about you and it isn't fair. 

The Lovecats

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OP6w3yGr-DE

ignore the creepy pictures......